I remember this.It’s 4th of July,1996.
#sobbing #boy you break my heart #THIS breaks my heart#that a young boy #a lot younger than when he was given the order to ‘Take your brother outside as fast as you can - don’t look back’ #knew how to comfort his mother - HAD to comfort her #to clean up his father’s mess #to not get a chance to be a child #a proper child #to be strong #so so strong #it’s astonishing #and i honestly don’t understand how someone as remarkable as dean doesn’t know his own worth #doesn’t think he deserves to be saved #or loved #because to dean it’s just: I am 90% crap. I get rid of that what then? #it honestly devastates me #you are so much more than you know dean winchester #when will you ever realise that?